Me myself....n???

An Nisa

2011-09-23T15:06:00.000+08:00

7 tahun lepas...

Dia adalah antara orang pertama aku kenali semasa mula-mula aku melanjutkan pengajian di Kolej Islam Antarabangsa..

Dia juga sekelas denganku untuk mata pelajaran bahasa Inggeris tahap dua setelah kami lulus dan dikecualikan dari mengambil tahap satu untuk ujian bahasa Inggeris yang dijalan oleh pihak kolej kepada semua yang baru mendaftar untuk sesi 2004.

Dia juga menjadi rakan serumah dan sebilik denganku semasa kami berdua sama-sama menetap di apartment Melati, salah satu daripada hostel yang disediakan oleh pihak kolej.

Dia wajib menjadi ahli 'assignment' dengan ku jika kami sekelas.

Dia sangat 'efficient' bila membuat kerja. Rajin, dan sangat senang berurusan dengannya.

Dia bukan 'branded cautious' type....Dia hidup dengan dunia nya.

Dia seorang anak yang patuh pada kedua ibu bapanya.

Dia memahami ku dan cara pemikiranku bila membuat sesuatu kerja.

Dia orang yang penyabar. yang kini aku sedang berusaha untuk menjadi penyabar seperti dia.

Dia sahabat ku hingga sekarang.

2011...

Tanggal 15 Mei 2011, salah satu hari yang bersejarah bagi dia. Dia telah mengikat tali pertunangan dengan pilihan hati dia. Setelah bertahun lama menjalin kasih sedari bangku sekolah.. Alhamdulillah..dengan rasmi dia telah menjadi tunangan orang. Dua bulan lagi dia bakal melangsungkan perkahwinan.. dimana tema nya berwarna ungu.. (: Aku doa kan agar semua berjalan lancar.

Tahniah sahabat ku wahai Khairunnisa..I'm happy for you~excitedly

Meh masuk universiti I.A.M part 2

2011-09-06T03:17:00.001+08:00

assalamualaikum.. (:

Seperti yang dijanji an, post kali neh adalah post sequel tuk 'Meh masuk universiti I.A.M part 1' keskes...aku rasa masa yang aku pilih neh seswai tuk citer sebab kurang seminggu lg semester baru 2011/2012 akan stat eheks. Lets begin...

Ok, pas je korang abis ta'aruf week korang nye class pun akan bermula...tahniah kepada yang exempted and leh skip english class dr level 1 sampai 6, n kepada yang dapat mane2 level jangan susah hati ye...usaha tangge kejayaan, blaja rajin2..sesungguh nye, universiti bukan tempat tuk orang pandai tapi tempat orang yang berusaha untuk berjaya. so dun worry be happy n happy studying..!

Next, once korang masuk kuliyyah make sure korang print korang ny confirmation slip a.k.a list of subjects yang korang amik sem neh. subjek wajib yang korang kene add adalah subjek arab. jadi kepada brothers and sisters yang kene amik subjek arab, add dari sekarang taknak tangguh2 menyesal di kemudian hari nanti eheks. then subjek agama a.k.a irk subjek and skill courses. bile da setel add subjek make sure print sebab korang berpotensi tinggi tuk sesat and confuse dengan class room number korang. banyak beno nombor nye. bile dah rs agak2 sesat jangan segan silu tanye orang yang lalu lalang di keliling korang hehe..

Di uia, sistem pemarkahan die 60% before final exam and 40% on final exam. kat sini aku nak cite 60% before final exam. 60% neh depends on lecturers cmne dorang nak pecah an markah neh. de lect. yang kasi 20% assignment 10% presentation 25% midterm 5% attendance. tapi tak sume lect. letak marks camneh, jadi ikut suke dorang and yang aku kasi tu adalah salah satu contoh die.

Assignment : adalah penting, say no no no to plagiarism. a.k.a mase korang wat assignment tu jangan sesekali copy and paste dari sumber yang korang amik. tak kesah la dari tenet ke, wiki ke, buku ke no no no. tolong wat ayat sendiri. ayat yang keluar dari idea yang korang dapat pas bace and paham dari sumber yang korang amik tu. lecturer2 kat sini sangat pantang bile de student yang suke plagiarise huhu trust me..potensi tuk dapat kosong or 3/20 or 5/20 sangat tinggi..tips nye; make sure korang type pe yang korang paham. kalo da xleh nak rephrase sangat, always acknowledge the author or the sources through citation, and jangan wat last minute...! Quality is important...~wink2. hmm wat la kalo x caye hehehe.

Presentation : Be Confidence! thats the key. make you understand what you want to say. tak paham content, wat sampai paham sebelum presentation. consult dengan lecturer kalo dah confuse sangat. so bile dah abis present korang leh la jawab soklan2 yang classmates and lecturer korang tanye...jadi sume akan hepi...korang hepi jawab soklan, classmates hepi bile terjawabnye soklan dorang..lecturer pun hepi bagi marks presentation kat korang.. keskeskekseskes.. yang len2 cam bese..

Ooo lagi satu..aktif an la diri korang join kelab2 and persatuan2 ye..jadi mase korang pun tak terbuang..hehe..indirectly korang akan berpeluang pusing satu malaysia neh just dgn join aktiviti2 yang uia anjur an. and g oversea pun ade..keskeskes n macam2 la..kepada sisters, taknak dok lepak kat mahalah je kalo takde class..g la swimming ke, men tenis ke, jogging ke, rowing ke..kalo cam aku, i loike swimming! huuu lagi2 time tension, heaven giler bile wat terjunan ala2 tarzan kat bahagian dalam 2.4 metre..ooo kolam renang uia hanya di buka pada hari senin sampai jumaat 5pm till 7pm ~kejap je huhu Tapi.....................jangan nak aktif sangat ye, kalo korang bukan under biasiswa kementerian belia dan sukan. toksah nak aktif sangat la..hehe balance itu penting. kalo dah rs2 serabut sampai takde tenage nak masuk class..kurang an la aktiviti tu. even korang pangkat presiden kat mane2 kelab tapi blaja ntah ke mana takde makne jugak an? so..study first dear..tapi kalo korang under biasiswa kementerian belia dan sukan of coz korang kene aktif giler la. indirectly study kne maintain. sape under biasiswa neh, bukan saje kene aktif dalam sukan dorang, tapi kene dapat an medal. kalo salah satu tak balance biasiswa kene tarik. huuu penat aku tengok kawan aku..seb bek die memang atlit..

Jadi..selamat mengaji di uiam! kat sini mental jiwa and fizikal kene kuat. macam2 dugaan mendatang yang korang akan tempuhi..mental and jiwa la especially. tak nak citer isu neh..biar la korang feel seniri..and bile korang da nak abis blaja cam aku, korang akan rase betapa berharga nye pengalaman yang korang tempuhi kat universiti neh. yang penting..azam dan iman kene kuat...insyaAllah akan berjaya..amin

I should not love him because....

2011-07-05T23:45:00.009+08:00

I should not love him because of his assets. Why?
Maybe one day he might lost his assets suddenly, then getting bankruptcy. After that he will run away from me, do not wanna show his face to anybody.

I should not love him because of his handsome. Why?
Maybe one day he'll be facing an accident. Catastrophe which could take away the advantage Allah give it to him, being splashed with acid, paralyze his hands or blind eyes. If I love because of his charming, would I wanna be with him?

I should not love him because of his virginity. Why?
Today he might not sleep with any ladies. Maybe one day someone set him up and he lose his purity, or maybe he lose control upon the test Allah give it to him. We're just human and cannot run from our stupidity.

I should not love him because of his sense of humor. Why?
Maybe one day he will become dull and not happy as he is recently. Maybe one day he no longer can make me happy, then i will get bore and leave him with nothing.

I should not love him because of his sweet word. Why?
Maybe today he full with his sweet and soft spoken word. As time goes by, he'd become straight-forward person. Anything he feels inside he will voice them out with no filter, words which make me feels annoying and tense like a water boiler. Then...could I still love him with this character?

HOWEVER.....

I love him not because of what he has. It is enough to love him because of Allah Subhanahuwaataala. Maybe the love for the sake of Allah would remain forever...and because I love him I got the guidance and hidayah from Allah and no longer free hair girl... Borderless love...together forever till meet again in jannah....insyaAllah

Meh masuk Universiti I.A.M part 1

2011-06-10T20:02:00.001+08:00

Assalamualaikum wbt...

Arini nye post aku nak ucap an tahniah kepada sisters and brothers yang dapat futher korang nye study kat Universiti Islam Antarabangsa Malaysia a.k.a UIAM. Rasa nya tak lame lagi an korang nye admission date? dalam satu intake, UIA akan recruit student dari matriks uia pj and nilai, and lagi satu dari direct intake. Rase nye tuk students dari matriks pj and nilai dah aware pe tuh uia, subjek die sume and korang dah target nak major pe dalam kuliyyah korang. Jadi dalam post neh aku nak citer kepada students direct intake, nape nak citer direct intake jer sis? sebab aku adalah direct intake student jadi aku nak share and citer pe yang aku da experience selame aku kat uia neh coz tinggal lagi satu semester tuk aku abis blaja keskes....ameen2.

Baiklah. kepada sis and brothers yang dapat offer dari uia tapi korang tak masuk uia matriks pj or nilai, korang dipanggil direct intake student ye. Direct intake student adalah student yang amik STPM or diploma dan seangkatan dengannye..erm..nanti an, bile time admission korang akan bawak sume documents, and akan register cam bese. bile dah settle sume korang akan menjalani ta'aruf week, mase ta'aruf week macam2 ceramah and activities korang akan wat dan diuruskan oleh committee ta'aruf. Pas je abis ta'aruf, tuk direct intake students korang akan menjalani dua jenis exam, EPT and APT. English Placement Test and Arabic Placement Test, ha...orang ramai takut nak masuk uia sebab kene blaja bahasa arab an..? dun worry ok dear..(: bahasa arab neh nak tak nak korang kene amik jugak since korang da masuk uia, and test yang korang kene amik neh kalo korang takde basic, kat depan paper tuh dengan jelas nyata dan terang ade dua pilihan and korang korang kene pilih satu, pilihan nye sama ada korang tick; 1. ade basic arab & 2. takde basic arab langsung. Jadi sesape yang under kuliyyah Human Sciences (HS) cam aku neh, and korang tick no.2 makne nye korang kene blaja bahasa arab dari level satu sampai enam keskes ~tahniah... tapi tak yah risau k. ustaz2 and ustazah2 bahasa arab sume baik2, asal korang datang class selalu xde ponteng2 wat latihan sume paling kurang pun korang akan dapat B..n kalo tambah an usaha leh dapat A.erm senang jer..cam aku? mase kat paper tuh aku jawab la sikit2 soklan yang aku paham, then aku tick kat depan paper tuh pilihan 1..so aku dapat la lompat ke level dua trus, tak yah amik level satu. Jadi aku kene amik dari level dua sampai enam lalala..sekarang aku dah abis sume level eheks. Sumpah lega giler...korang jangan tangguh2 tau amik subjek arab neh..kalo korang tangguh uia tak kasi korang graduate. ni kisah benar yer..de sorang sis tuh die dah abis an sume subjek n mase last semester n final year die baru pasan die x amik satu pun subjek arab lagi..level 1-6 ok! ~lupe kate nye dah la satu sem leh wat satu level, kalo ikut budi bicara admin kadang2 la baru leh amik dua level dalam satu sem..huu sian giler die. las2 mak die soh wat minor psychology untuk mengisi waktu2 lapang kalo xde class arab. so sad erm..so kalo xnk jadi cam sis neh..do not delay (: tuk subjek arab level 1-6 neh hanya diaplikasikan kat kuliyyah IRKHS a.k.a Islamic Reveal Knowledge and Human Sciences. Sebenarnye, IRK len HS len..tapi kiteorang disatukan. so, korang yang dapat course; Mass Communication, Psychology, Political Science, Sociology, History, Benl (Bachelor in English and Literature) ha...salah satu course neh kat offer letter korang..selamat mengambil subjek arab keskes..tapi kalo korang bukan dak HS, korang dapat kuliyyah Law ke, Economic ke, Architecture or Engineering..selamat..hehe korang juz wat dua level je, no need level 1-6 cam dak Hs...erm

Now..kite citer pasal English plak, English Placement Test..haa..uia die tak tengok result MUET yang korang lampir an kat korang nye applicatian form yer..result muet mesti disertakan sebab tu salah satu syarat dari kementerian pengajian tinggi tuk kite apply ipta. korang masuk jer uia, korang kene amik test neh. pas taaruf jugak, jadi exam neh cam korang amik muet jugak de writing, speaking and listening sume..tapi dorang de skema pemarkahan tersendiri. yang neh pun korang kene lulus dengan jaya nye..sebab die pun de level 1-6, kalo korang sangkut..n kene start dari level satu..kehidupan korang akan sangat lameeeee kat uia neh..sebab nye, english adalah medium utama sesi pembelajaran kat sini. kalo korang sangkut, dorang consider korang tak leh masuk kuliyyah. atau lebih tepat lagi..korang tak layak lagi masuk kuliyyah. contoh; antara writing, speaking and listening korang tak pass salah satu, jadi korang maybe dapat level 4 or 5, and kalo korang tak pass dua antara tiga bahagian neh korang maybe dok level 2 or 3...dah bazir mase dah bazir umor..satu level satu semester, and by the end of semester kalo korang jawab dgn jaya nye dari level 3 leh lompat level 5..or dari level 5 leh masuk kuliyyah terus and register subjek kulliyyah. tapi...andai korang jawab men2 and result tak okay, dorang akan ajar korang english sampai korang pandai..jadi jangan men2 ye..eheks

ni la bangunan celpad eheks

Subjek2 arab and english neh diuruskan oleh Centre for Language and Pre-University Academic Development department a.k.a celpad. So, dengan info2 yang aku kasi neh..as direct intake student korang takde la terkena culture shocked or education shocked bile blaja kat sini.hehe..seronok and best sangat blaja kat sini...erm..kat bawah neh soklan2 lazim orang akan tanye pasal subjek2 under celpad neh;

1. abistu sis, kalo kiteorang tak lepas english kiteorang takleh amik subjek len la? kene blaja english je??
korang leh amik subjek len tapi sangat limited. juz leh amik 9 credit hour je maximum, bersamaan 3 subjek. n mostly korang leh amik subjek2 agama dulu..kalo korang da masuk kulliyyah korang leh amik 7 ke 8 subjek maximum tapi ikut pointer erm..

2. Then bile kiteorang leh masuk kulliyyah sis??

korang leh masuk kulliyyah pas korang da lulus exam celpad di akhir semester. result bagus leh masuk. result x bagus blaja la english lagi.

3. Sis, kalo kiteorang lulus dengan cemerlang nye mase exam ept and apt kene masuk celpad jugak ker??

mesti la tak..tuk exam arab, korang da memang terror and jawab exam apt tuh dapat A. korang terus exempted. enam2 level tak yah amik..ni la kelebihannye..coz kalo dak matriks, even dorang pandai arab masuk jer uia dorang kene wat stat level 3.sbb mase dorang kat matriks korang da amik dua level pertama.erm...n tuk english pun same. bile kat exam tuh korang jawab dgn jaya nye..korang trus leh masuk kulliyyah..n tak under celpad dah.erm..

4. Nape dak Hs jer kene amik arab sampai enam level? kulliyah len xde??

neh jawapan dari diri aku yer..sebab kite dak Hs skali ngan dak IRK. tu panggil irkhs. sebab kalo korang bukak website uia, korang g kat mission and vision of iium. first mission dorang neh 'undertake the special and greatly needed task of reforming the contemporary Muslim mentality and integrating Islamic Revealed Knowledge and Human Sciences in a positive manner'. So both are inter-related and important, jadi kite diberi penekanan lebih dari kulliyyah2 yang len. therefore, take it as our advantage not as burden..sonok tau blaja arab neh..n kulliyyah len takyah nak rase kurang kasih sayang ye, kalo korang nak blaja arab berlevel2 lagi korang leh je apply kat celpad.tuk menambah pengetahuan..erm

5.Sis..nanti kalo kite blaja arab sampai level 6 kite memang akan pandai speaking arab ke nanti sis??

ikut korang nye usaha. kalo ari2 dok speaking arab dengan ustaz or ustazah korang or dengan kawan2 korang pandai la speaking. kalo cam aku, yang hanya bergantung dengan buku n blaja tuk exam memag takde la..lagipun subjek arab yang kite blaja bukan subjek arab komunikasi. subjek yang tekan an grammar and writing..erm

aku rase..tu je la orang selalu tanye kat aku..kalo korang de sebarang soklan korang tanye je ye. andai aku takleh jawab soklan korang, aku akan refer kat orang yang ade jawapan tuk soklan2 korang..jangan malu bertanya ye, nanti tersesat2 keskes

Ok. Pasni..akan ade Meh masuk Universiti I.A.M part 2 keskes...

Owh, andai ade tersilap bahasa aku mohon maaf ye..sesungguh nye aku hanya manusia biasa yang banyak wat silap. tata

Mission Accomplished

2011-06-03T22:48:00.004+08:00

Perfect (:

For weeks I've been busy finishing the Istanbul report...wuhuuuu such a bloody relief when it's done! ~haaaa....padan muka..sape soh jadi one of the editor..
So many things happened..the flow not according the schedule, miscommunication, works delegation and many more..

Cut it short, when we submit it last wednesday...the student affair officer was so satisfied with the report. The best report ever, she said. Alhamdulillah..now I can sleep normally, think properly, eat and live accordingly keskeskes...penat sey and tetibe de sengal cari pasal lak semalam...tak tekanan plak..baru nk idop normal..seb da ok da..huuu alhamdulillah..thank you Allah..

no title

2011-06-02T22:21:00.004+08:00

I would die for you..but would you?
In a moment I'll be there for you..but will you?
I am canceling everything just for you...will you do that for me?
I am treating you much more than I treating myself...but are you?

I just do not feel in love right now..feels of giving up..

my journey to IstanbuL

2011-05-20T13:37:00.013+08:00

It is not an easy task when you were being sponsored by the university to have a Leadership Exposure of educational trip program to Istanbul. Two months before depart, we had been given few assignments to be accomplished. Assignment which has taught and required me to communicate better with other, teamwork, responsibility upon the task given, important of strong bonding as well as to be more respectable person. In order to ascertain the assignments given, I must subjugated with all requirements. Once one of the requirement missing, the problemation arose. As a team, the adjustment needed to make it back to normal and whereby everyone feels happy to work as a team.

Alhamdulillah. I am safely back from Istanbul. The city was phenomenal, the people were nice and friendly, everything was outstanding there. Nonetheless, I would not forget the purpose of this trip, which I can benefit the university, friends and myself. It almost I come back from Istanbul, and how I benefit the trip to my friends are through sharing with them what I have been experience on my trip. I also told them about issues that cannot be purchase and experience through books. Apart from my story I touched on how the bilateral relationship between countries affected the hospitality and friendliness between citizens of home and host countries. For example of what I had experienced at Grand Bazaar, between Turkish sellers and Malaysian buyer, the treatment we received was so nice from the sellers, and most of them knew Malaysia, surprisingly, there were numbers of sellers who can speak few Malay words. When the first time we heard them, we were so astonishingly surprised and proud to be Malaysians. Up till now, we are very delighted when we reminisce how Turkish seller willingly to learn Malay words. As a political science student, I justify that, the bilateral or multilateral relationship between countries is truly important in maintaining peace and harmony of the countries in global arena. Furthermore, how my educational trip program is benefit my university is through the universities visit which we had in Istanbul. There were three universities we have been visited, Yalova University, Fatih University as well as Istanbul Technical University.

From these three visiting experienced towards the university, I had identified the development of technological usage provided by the universities, as well as the achievement made by them. They had conducted many researches, whereby most of the research not just benefiting their university, but also benefiting the country. As Malaysian, and IIUM student, our university is leading towards research university, as Turkey is among one of the OIC members, IIUM and universities in Turkey should collaborated together is sharing the knowledge, specialist and point of view on how to achieve the level. Indirectly, both countries have strengthened the Islamic bonding between nations.

In conclusion, as I still allowed to breath in this earth, I will strive myself hard to be successful Muslimah which I can make a better change in this country and not in impossibly throughout the Muslim world. As it can bring the glorious of Muslim period like we used to have in the past.

blog kejap eh

2011-04-08T23:51:00.006+08:00

meja study time exam...kalo x kemas jer eheks

kite ber blog jap eh selepas agak lama menghadap buku2 and nota2 neh. petang tadi aku baru pas abis paper international organization, jadi tinggal tiga paper lagi tuk final exam aku abis iaitu paper economy, international political economy and political thought II.

ok, petang tadi pas abis je jawab paper I.O aku straight g swimming, tapi akak jaga kunci swimming pool neh kadang2 datang lambat, jadi aku g r solat asar dulu. seb kat female sport complex neh da memang ade surau. jadi senang tuk aku semayang, tukar baju then terjun trus. fuhhhhh ilang kejap rase tekanan pas terjun masuk pool, best giler....air plak agak2 suam erm memang bagus r, dok dalam hall tadi nak beku aku..da la seat kat bawah aircond.

Selain dari tekanan exam yang aku rasa agak dasat sem neh, de lagi dugaan2 dan ke tension an yang menghantui hidup ku ecece eheks..here it goes...

aku pelik la...kalo kite de kawan an, yang kite dapat rase die sebenarnya ikhlas kawan dengan kite tapi kekadang die cam.... sengaja or tak sengaja nak sakit an hati kite. aku pun tak tau isi hati die camne, tapi tu la...ish aku pelik la asal die nak wat camtu. kekadang die baik cam angel, and kekadang cam *#%$. Jadi, sebagai kawan kite tak patut;

Sakit an hati die. sebagai orang yang da matang, kita patut tahu setiap kata2 yang kuar dari mulut kita akan menyakit an hati orang tu ke tak. memang la ko jenis terus-terang, tapi dulu ko x camni pn. ko nak ikut or ko ter influence oleh perangai boypren ko, tidak perlu rase nye diaplikasikan kat kawan2 ko. boypren ko len, ko len, kawan2 ko len..mane same! and jangan ingat sume orang same and leh terima ko seadanya. kekadang aku tengok orang camneh, cam orang yang idop dalam dunia nya sendiri. dunia die tak berkembang. communication failure. nak tunjuk bagus, tapi takde la bagus sangat. and da memang ko jenis yang tak malu2 and tetibe ter influence dengan perangai boypren ko yang memang pemalu, so ko pun nak jadi pemalu..memang sangatlaaaaaaa pelik ok.
Dengki. aku tak tau la sama ada ayat2 yang kuar dari mulut ko ayat dengki or wut. but please can't u juz be happy with me? susah sangat ke? nape bile aku baru beli sumting and ko tengok and trus jawab "nape nampak cam murah?". ok, kalo ko tak suke or if its not ur taste juz said, owh ok. no need to say lawa tapi ko tipu, or cam ayat tadi. it did hurts ok! kalo ko bukan kawan aku da lame da kene sound dgn aku "nampak murah? Ooo memangla coz i nak same standard dgn u...nnt u malu nak jalan dgn i. i ny barang mahal u nye murah" amik ko. tapi since ayat neh adalah dari mulut kawan yang agak rapat dengan aku, aku cam speechless..erk..trus aku jawab "i suke sumting simple, xde la nampak cam fashion victim". then die senyum...omg! im crying in my heart.
Compete in everything. aku lebih dua markah dari ko pun ko nak kecoh ke? merengek2 kat boypren ko cakap markah ko sikit. dua markah je pun, bukan kene barred pun. adoiiii......uihhhh kes neh aku ingat lagi, actually da banyak kali kes neh, tapi de satu kes aku ingat sampai sekarang. kes tu penah wat aku rase sampai taknak amik final paper tu. aku rase tu kot yang die nak dengar then baru die cool off. hanya kerana aku lebih dua marks dari die. ayat aku sampai "ok la u..kalo u cam x puas hati sangat dengan marks madam kasi kat i, i sanggup x amik final exam neh. its ok u..i x nk u x puas hati sampai camni" then baru die reply "eh u...xnk la cmni, kite usaha same2 ye u, i tau kite dua leh wat tol2 tuk final"....uihhhh aku time neh memang da down, fed up dengan ayat2 die tak puas hati kat madam. aku cakap camni baru die ok. tensen amat..
Meninggi suara. sore ko da la jenis lantang. tak perlu rase nye nak jerit kuat2 nak mintak aku wat sumting. "U! nape tinggal an i camni! u! meh la sini! u!" omg...please dun be childish can? kes nye; aku tengah jalan dengan kawan aku neh, tetibe aku nampak seseorang yang aku nak lari an diri..then aku cakap kat die, "u lalu sini u.." then aku pun tukar arah then trus jalan..n tetibe die jerit camtuh...adoiii spoil la. then aku wat tak tau jer..juz pusing kat die skali and soh die datang kat aku.erghhh
Show off. Benda tak patut tak perlu show off raseny...orang gtau kite pandai kene bagitau satu dunia ke? tak perlu an? dengar and end up kat situ dah la. ye la..ko sorang je pandai. aku sampai segan kalo de orang puji aku depan kawan aku neh, sampai dalam hati cakap..aiseh...nape perlu cakap depan minah neh. sebab aku tau, pas neh die mesti akan cite kat aku pujian yang same die dapat tapi dari orang len...erk so sad. contoh; ramai dak selalu ingat aku budak BENL (bachelor in english and literature), die pun nak gak orang cakap die camtu. esok ny mesti die gtau aku..nampak an?benda yang tak patut tak perlu show off an?

tu la antara intipati2 nye ye tuan2 eheks...orang selalu cakap, setiap orang de kelemahan masing2. ye tepat skali, akan tetapi...benda yang kite sendiri tau kekurangan kite, kite patut perbetul an la. da tau orang tak suke jangan la wat. ni da tau orang tak suke tapi asik pegang pada prinsip terima aku seadanya. memang tak sume orang leh terima la..bak kate kawan aku, kite di besar an dengan environment yang pelbagai. Jadi tak sume leh terima cara kite. belajar la proses adaptasi. adaptasi an diri supaya orang selesa dengan kite and kite selesa dengan orang. Dari komunikasi, kite tau orang tu jenis camne...cuz ur tongue is ur sharpest weapon, where it can melt down and broken the peoples' heart. erm...ok tata, assalamualaikum.

jkb..please go away

2011-04-03T22:56:00.008+08:00

ok. aku takleh study arab sekarang, jiwa kaco mengenangkan nasib peace and war aku. Memang jiwa aku tengah tak peace sekarang neh uwaaa...erm gambar diatas adalah gambar aku mase skola dulu. keskes muke cam tepung komak, sebab bila masuk skola asrama, ni la proses experiment ke atas muka dilakukan..orang soh pakai tu pakai neh, aku pun dengan lurus nye pakai la..last2 muke nek jerawat sampai kene jumpe specialist dan kene makan ubat pil yang sangaaaaat mahal. tu la sejarah nya camne muke aku nek jerawat huhu so sad.

hehe..tu hanya lah mukadimah saje..actually gambar kat atas gambar mase aku masuk debate competition. masuk debate antara kenangan manis aku kat TECHSAS a.k.a Sekolah Menengah Teknik Sultan Ahmad Shah,Pahang. hehe yeap..dolu aku skola kat Pahang, kat Rompin. erm aku memang saje pilih skola luar bandar yang ceruk tapi best n banyak giler kenangan kat sini. Kisah nye bermula mase aku form 3 mak aku nak sangat aku masuk skola asrama, tak nak aku skola harian sebab pe, sebab kebanyakkan cousin2 aku masuk skola asrama, jadi aku sebagai anak first kene tunjuk an contoh and masuk skola asrama. Hati aku tol2 membara pilih Techsas neh sebab setiap kali aku cam malas wat keje mak aku akan cakap (bebel) 'kalo masuk skola asrama tak yah wat sume keje neh, blaja je kat sane'...huuu makan dalam. Pas je dapat result PMR, aku pun isi borang skola teknik and aku apply kat nuunnnn jauh kat Pahang. Question? nape aku pilih skola asrama teknik, bukan sbp or mrsm? sebab aku tengok cousin2 aku nerd je..takde pun yang nakal2 cam aku. pastu, arwah abah aku nak sangat aku jadi engineer. Mase zaman result pmr aku kuar tahun 2001, adalah zaman di mana budak2 yang lahir 1986 menjadi mangsa experiment bagi kementerian pendidikan, de je la dorang nak gubal policy time2 neh. so agak susah bagi result yang aku dapat tuk masuk sbp or mrsm, coz kalo student pompuan sume kene straight As, xleh sangkut satu, jadi result aku tak straight As, dua subjek tak A...erm tu la die. sebab yang lain nye...aku rase da sampai mase nye aku mengembara ke negeri orang, tengok culture, blaja lagu negeri Pahang, life style orang kat sane and rompin memang dekat dengan mersing, dari mersing leh travel ke tioman and banyak lagi pulau2 kat sini. jadi aku memang da kaji awal2 geographical attraction kat rompin neh. erm...

ok. pe yang best debate neh? mase zaman skola dulu, debate was my passioned. best giler...aku masuk debate sebab tu salah satu cara aku menajamkan minda. dan gambar di atas adalah gambar team debate aku, azizi a.k.a gg and mashitah. so happy mase mule2 menang competition, aku ingat lagi topic kiteorang dapat ialah 'study in local university is better than overseas'. kiteorang menang mase competition neh, and aku menang as best debator. huuu best..start tu, bermula la zaman kegemilangan debate kat techsas, yang sebelum neh takde la dapat sambutan dari student2 techsas, tapi mase batch kami sume orang akan g hall kalo de debate competition.

the best part was, biler esok hari nye aku masuk class, sume tepuk tangan...huuu hepi giler. indirectly kami telah membanggakan class 5 PKE 2(5 pengajian kejuruteraan elektrik 2). sonok biler sume orang happy.

part yang tak happy nye, bile aku hanya dapat jadi wakil skola tuk level zone je. untuk inter-technic schools aku tak lepas, sebab pe, sebab de sorang cikgu tu diskriminasi. bagi die tuk dak inter-technic school pahang on district level hanya tuk anak jati pahang. aku dari kL, aku tak layak. tu satu point die, lagi satu point die, aku penah tersilap grammar so aku tak sesuai. penah skali mase aku berlatih, die nak aku debate dengan die. aku pun debate la and point aku tak lari dari tajuk, tapi bile die rase cam nak kalah die spread news cakap aku tak sesuai tuk debate. debate aku sakit an hati orang kate die. dan aku ingat lagi name cikgu tu sampai sekarang...sampai hati cikgu sob sob..hanya teacher mahani and teacher eL yang memahami aku. last2 tuk district, aku just lepas tuk public speaking..tapi kalah sebab didn't have proper guidance.begitulah kisah nye ye

whatever it is...i am what i am now. debate and public speaking always be my interest, even after the incidence. that is why till now, i never participating in any debate or public speaking competition and those clubs. movie2 yang berkaitan debate and speech amat lah menjadi feveret aku. yang terbaru the king's speech, before neh the best debator, and kalo de competition debate antara skola2 yang wat kat uia neh mesti aku akan g tengok. i know how the participants feel when they're presenting the argumentation speech.

therefore,here i am now in uia. didn't take engineering course. diploma in Business Administration in iic and Bachelor degree of Political science in uia. still, i pray that arwah abah will be proud of me.

ni la teacher eL...die sangat sweet and baik.

baiklah. jam telah menunjukkan pukul 0024hr. Aku rase mood aku da back to normal..leh la selak sikit2 buku arab neh.. pekse selasa neh..insyaAllah dapat recall sume..ameen..ok tata.assalamualaikum..

peace & war

2011-04-03T17:50:00.009+08:00

ok. aku baru jer abis menjawab paper peace and war. SUSAH.........................uwaaaaa...nape soklan die susah sangat...aku tak dapat jawab satu soalan...'compare the biologist and behaviorist theories of war' lebih kurang soalan die camtu la..dang dang dang ketok kepala kat dinding. Dalam sume2 subjek yang penah aku amik, ni la subjek yang killer bagi aku. disebab an aku tak dapat menjawab satu soalan, mase examiner tu kutip je paper, aku terus tepon mak. Emak segala2 nya..aku tepon mak and gtau aku tak dapat jawab satu soalan, die de pat soalan so aku tak dapat jawab satu, nak goreng pun tak reti sebab tu fakta. Aku mintak kat mak doa an aku lulus subjek neh..'A' da memang tinggal kenangan da..mak aku cakap insyaAllah and aku reply , Along takut neh mak..mak doa an mak, ye InsyaAllah mak aku cakap lagi skali ameen2. tolong ya Allah. please help me.sobsob.. Erm balance tiga soklan, alhamdulillah quiet ok. terrorism, ethnic conflict ngan transnational organized crime...agak ok.erm..

biler tension aku akan makan, jadi on d way balik bilik aku pun beli goreng pisang panas plus kopok lekor plus air bandung. huuu lega skit da wat sesi luahan neh..hehe erm next paper is Arabic Language on Tuesday..ok tata. assalamualaikum

toilettries

2011-04-02T19:32:00.004+08:00

wakakakeskes...aku baru lepas bace blog tnjta tadi keskes klaka...kekadang bila aku lara ak akan bace blog kawan2 aku, tapi sekarang aku takde la lara (lango ; ayat tnjta) sangat, just petang tadi baru abis paper Abbasid Caliphate, jadi untuk meneruskan pembelajaran seterusnye kene menghiburkan hati dulu, dah tenang baru leh continue. ermmm nape tetibe nak update blog neh? sebab sape makan cili dia la yang terasa pedasnye..mase asyik2 bace blog tnjta, ttbe de satu ayat die camneh... (Agak-agak yang tulis "10 months ago" tu memang aku malas ar nak masuk kan. Bersawang jek. Entah-entah ada momok. Update ar woi. Jangan nak malas sangat) wakakakakeskes....ok aku terasa beb, hahahaha aku bukannya malas, aku busy jer..lagipun aku tak pandai sangat nak berkarya cam anda tuan...eheks

now..masuk citer aku plak. setelah hampir tiga tahun aku blaja kat uia neh, aku tak paham la asal ha student2 pompuan neh suke tinggal barang2 toilettries dorang kat toilet? dorang tak kesah eh kalo kene curik ke? de orang curik2 pakai dorang nye sabun ke?shampoo ke? malas beno nak bawak masuk and simpan kat bilik. ke memang sengaja wat charity? So...aku kadang2 tension jugak tengok toilettries dorang bersepah2 neh..orang nak basuh kain pun susah. semak tau..so camne aku hilang an tension aku tengok bende yang bersepah-sepah neh? hahahaha aku gune la dorang punya sabun, pe lagi...keskeskes tapi aku akan pilih yang brand best punya (johnson &johnson ph5.5, dettol, clinique pn ade haha)...contoh; setiap kali aku balik class aku akan g basuh tangan dulu sebab rase cam tak bersih, ni lah die mangsa2 sabun yang aku wat tuk basuh tangan aku. erm berdosa ke? aku nye philosophy; korang malas nak simpan dalam bilik an toiletries korang neh, toilet neh tuk kegunaan sume jadi pe barang yang di provide dalam toilet maka untuk kegunaan sume lah an..? erm.... takpun memang niat dorang tuk charity..uia lah kate an...sume nye halal an tayyiba. de kawan aku neh... die memang seorang yang peredha. asal hilang barang jer die akan cakap..."da ilang nak wat camne' dengan muke yang tenang je...huuu benda ilang bukannya murah..setiap orang de perangai masing2..

ok: sampai sini saje pasal toilettries neh..nape ttbe aku de banyak nak citer neh..pasal aku akan rindu roomate2 aku sebab da kene pisah, nex sem tak jumpe..pasal kawan aku yang sorang neh terikut2 habit boypren die, so aku cam pelik tengok pangai die sekarang..ermm nnt cite ye..esk kul 3pm ak de paper peace and war studies..so nk pergi berperang dgn buku2 neh...mase tuk recal sket2 mane yang mampu eheks, subjek neh memang dasat..asal masuk clas prof neh, tetibe ko akan rase ko sedang di latih jadik CIA or RIA cam dalam citer salt.. dalam peace and war, SALT bermaksud Strategic Arms Limitation Treaties. ok tata.. assalamualaikum

i am 'ok'

2011-02-18T01:24:00.008+08:00

when you sad...if possible do not make other people sad because of your sadness. that is what i always bear in mind whenever unexpected circumstances happening to me. I'm broke right now..and I'm sad. it's hard for me to show my real feeling towards other people. That is why i need to write it..because the expression that i showed, is not the same as what i feel. I would like to thanks to those who are astonishingly nice and understandable people who've had helping me out through these difficulties (mom, tnjta, tnjta's mom, tnjta's familiy, btk, en.rstm, ern, msn, dr.fz). Thanx a million..

there is always the reason behind all situation..maybe there some mistake I did that I missed from my sight, and I am seek for the forgiveness to Allah as well as to those who I've hurt their feelings directly or indirectly.

( I lost my wallet... as if you lost your life temporarily. Everything's there..everything. And in order to get your life back, you need to redo it again with new capital. Just like business, the return won't come with a blinking of eyes. Patient...that's what I do )

p/s Happy Birthday tnjta's ummi...

Best Regards,
-N-

day three

2010-10-13T11:02:00.003+08:00

a picture of you and your friends

a picture of me and my friends at gafil's house during raya

a picture of me and my friends in UIA after our class finish

a picture of me and my friend (schoolmate), rahida.

a picture of me and my childhood friends since primary school

day two

2010-10-12T01:12:00.005+08:00

the meaning behind your blog name

i choose to use Me myself....n?? as my blog name because my blog is my story, and my story is about myself...n it's about people around me, the situations n everything about me. i am the sort who do not know how to express my feeling and story in non verbally. that's why by having a blog, i am practicing myself to write better...hehee that why my blog not as femes as jihani's blog, nisa's blog n future dr.helmi's blog....kehkeh

Day one

2010-10-11T00:29:00.008+08:00

A recent picture of you and 15 interesting facts about yourself

this picture was taken last friday on 8th Oct'10 in UIA mosque...haha it was irma's idea while waiting for azan to perform zohor prayer.

hmm 15 interesting facts eh...

1. my name was given by my aunt,Cuna. shes taken the name because her head prefect in her school named Noraeyn. she convinced my mom to put the name because the girl was intelligent, smart and the best student in her school...hmmm when i knew about my name history, i try my very best to be good as i could..for me, the story shows hope towards me and i try not to let them down.

2.my mom is my idol...as a single mother. she is such a power women. i love her so much!

3.i love my friends. i will do and sacrifice everything i have if that's the only way..since i am learning about human sciences, by the age of 24. there will be less than ten people u will trust in your life. as u get older, the number will be less..hmm

4.i love shopping hahaha...its a disease. only my friends know how i shopped.

5.mohd farhan mohd fauzi is my love. aka mr.botak

6.i luv purple. anything that is purple. can't get away from it till now...it's my obsession.

7.my kampungs are in KL, both side, ampang and sg.besi....each year, we celebrate it with excitement, even though the excitement is different from the real kampung as being told by my friends. hmmm eleh

8.i like to confuse the waiter or waitress in restaurant with plenty questions bout drink n food, n it end up with "saya nak air suam je la kak..." or "xnk mkn, nk mimun je"...sengal eh? hmm customer always rite..

9.i eat everything except seafood. coz i have an allergic since i was kid.

10.despite political science, i love study on psychology. most on facial expression, where i study the course indirectly through books, video and psychology series.

11.my work is my passion. even it is just a part time job, it teach me a lot about life, people, world and knowledge that i won't gain in my study.

12.I'm using the same number since i was in form four,its been almost nine years. so, when people said they loose their contact with me, obviously not my fault aite.

13.i called all my brothers 'baby'....hahahaha naim 22,nadzir 18, nazrul 9..all of them i called baby no matter in any situation. i tried to 'manner' myself in front of their friend, however it came out sometime. now all including their frens get used to it..gud sons.

14.i love to collect 50 cents coin...easy when i wanna have my laundry, its good to have enough small change.

15.i can only use baby johnson powder to apply at my face and skin..others? cannot.....because i have sensitive skin which take longitudinal time to recovered...seriously.

the 30 days Qs

2010-10-11T00:22:00.002+08:00

i've taken this Qs from jihani's blog since it's been ages my blog not being updated...at least i have something to share...hehe thanx jihani eheks

Day 01- A recent picture of you and 15 interesting facts about yourself.
Day 02- The meaning behind your Blog name.
Day 03- A picture of you and your friends.
Day 04- A habit that you wish you didn’t have.
Day 05- A picture of somewhere you’ve been to.
Day 06- Favorite super hero and why?
Day 07- A picture of someone/something that has a big impact on you.
Day 08- Short term goals for this month and why.
Day 09- Something you’re proud of in the past few days.
Day 10- Songs you listen to when you are Happy, Sad, Bored, Hyped, Mad.
Day 11- Another picture of you and your friends.
Day 12- How you found out about Blog and why you made one.
Day 13- A letter to someone who has hurt you recently.
Day 14- A picture of you and your family.
Day 15- Put your iPod on shuffle: First 10 songs that play.
Day 16- Another picture of yourself.
Day 17- Someone you would want to switch lives with for one day and why?
Day 18- Plans/dreams/goals you have.
Day 19- Nicknames you have; why do you have them?
Day 20- Someone you see yourself marrying/being with in the future.
Day 21- A picture of something that makes you happy.
Day 22- What makes you different from everyone else?
Day 23- Something you crave for a lot.
Day 24- A letter to your parents.
Day 25- What I would find in your bag?
Day 26- What you think about your friends?
Day 27- Why are you doing this 30 day challenge?
Day 28- A picture of you last year and now, how have you changed since then?
Day 29- In this past month, what have you learned.
Day 30- Who are you?

Lie to Me

2010-06-30T15:53:00.008+08:00

Every ten minutes most people tell three lie per conversation. Is it a fact? Yes it is. How do you know whether people is lie? Most people would say that they can feel something is wrong when people is lying to them. It is actually you are seeing the macro expression from the person, in which they are exhibiting negative expression towards you. Hmm..how may I say it in simple English? In people facial expressions it can be divided into two categories; which are macro and micro expression. Macro expression is when you can see clearly from people expression then you will interpreted it whether he or she is lying or not, and also other interpretation whether the person is sad, happy, pain, fear, disgust and others. Macro expression may last from half to four second. While micro expression on the other is difficult to notice if you have not study it. The expression may last less than half second. Facial expression is like a forest, trees in the forest are like muscles in our face, where we can interpret everything about it.

My part-time job is dealing with many people from all over the world,its tourism line. Not just that, it is an outdoor job where you just not only deals with your target market but also peoples around you. From that cause, it makes me want to learn about people facial expression. Where it help me detect whether the people want to cheat or not. Its about how you ask the right question in the right circumstances, from the question we ask, we may know what are the peoples feeling on that moment they answer your question. And, facial expression is giving you the truth instead the answer from their words. Therefore, I am so into study people facial expression even though I have not taking any course pertaining to this study professionally, I'm studying it indirectly. From where? 'Lie to Me'. Its a series where it depicts fictional information, I am also bought psychological books as my references for and the lecturers in my university as my sources of information, that is the most important. I believe with the phrase stated that 'in which you want to study, you cannot study only through books, you need to have teacher as your guide and correct your mistake'.

Since I am a Political Science student in Human Sciences School, I believe I am not wasting my time by studying facial expression indirectly. It's all interconnected. It also help you to more appreciate your relationship with your friend, families, and other people surround you. As we grow up and more mature, the number of people we trust in our life is getting smaller. If you recall back the number of people you trust past five years were around ten person for example, now it might be six to three people only. Therefore, take good care the relationship with the person you trust. Once they get hurt, it hard to cure it back. And I love my friends (companions), families, and people who trust me. Thank You

Well..the story continue

2010-06-27T19:26:00.011+08:00

Alright..after Janet dropped me at Kelana Jaya, I bought a ticket heading to Asia Jaya because jihani don't know the way how to go to Kelana Jaya. At Asia Jaya station, I knew that Jihani was still at home, then I wait her at Asia Jaya Musolla and performed my Maghrib. I called Jihani earlier to bring baju kurung, something that suits the occasion, because I was bloody selekeh with the t-shirt, jeans, sneakers, and muka yang tak siap huhu so sad. It was a protocol and can be called exclusive weeding man, I was so sad with myself coz not bring my own outfit and stuffs.

Ok, around 745 pm jihani arrived at Asia Jaya, then we search for suitable place where I can change my outfit with the baju kurung that jihani brought for me. We also had a little prob where the present for the bride&groom was haven't being wrap yet. Then, we stopped at Petronas Station because they have quiet good reputation in the cleanliness of their toilet eheks. There, I changed my outfit and jihani tried to find the wrapping paper. Unfortunately, no wrapping paper are sold in any petrol stations that we'd stop.

We are using Duke Highway since it is one of the fastest highway that could bring us to Dewan Perdana Felda. One we reach at Jalan Semarak, we stop at one of the grocery shop and asked the way to go to Dewan Perdana Felda. Luckily, jihani found the wrapping paper together with the sellotape I wrapped it as nice as I can.

At last, here we are at the Dewan Perdana Felda, Jalan Semarak. Yes, and that was baju kurung pinjam, tudung makcik that I use for work, luckily cannot see the shoes, where I borrowed from jihani as well. huhuhu thanks jihani for the 'sponsor' baju kurung and shoes. hehe

Lucky also when we arrived, the pengantin haven't come yet..here are the pictures taken during the wedding ceremony.

Part of the dishes

Dewan Perdana Felda

Pelamin

Lots of feeling...jihani, tired coz she just landed from KLIA after almost ten 10 hours flight from Aussie, and she however, glad and happy coz able to presence during the wedding.
Me, tired coz rushing from one place to another after finished work, and still, happy coz able to attend the wedding.

happy wedding Jameel & Ida

such a long time..

2010-06-21T13:17:00.004+08:00

hey.. i am back!

after such a long time I haven't sign in to my blog..It might happen that I am in the middle of blurry finding myself identity for this level. Yes, level where I am at the stage of the final level of 'I'm not a girl not yet a woman'.To the next level where I'm thinking of stabil career after finish study, and yes, marriage ~aw.

It scared me actually, previously i did had experiences in working . but somehow it turn to i was more playing around, getting to know the environment and people. Now not anymore eyn, you can't turn back time.

What I'm going to do next? proper planning..currently I'm working on for two major plans:
1. Good and Stabil Career
2. My Wedding Plan..~this much tougher

hehe that are the brief of me now...

will update from time to time...insyaAllah.

Next,

yesterday...so happen that I had two programs.
After finish work, I went to kelana jaya when el called me that janet and teha were met at the curve. so me and el were thinking to go there, but it turned up that janet and teha fetched us at kelana jaya station then we headed to one taufufah restaurant which I can't remember the name.
There, we were update each other life n yes, there are two terms of update in ladies life:
1. update urself
2.update the stories (gossiping) haha

el & teha faces haha

janet & me

good foods for good chat haha

we were there up to 630pm, then after perform asar and sent el back home. janet dropped me at kelana jaya station cos i had to meet jihani for kenduri wedding at dewan perdana felda...teha and janet proceed their program to ou.

last shot at Kelana Jaya

will update after i meet jihani this afternoon, because my berry and camera were left in jihani's car uwaaa...long story behind the scene before me n jihani went for the wedding hahaha

Thanx Darlin'...

2009-12-18T01:23:00.005+08:00

"U nampak cantik arini,manis" said my babe...
Oh my God.. is it really come from his mouth? feels like want to scream... "Thanx Jihani!!!" but only at the inside...haha after a long time I was afraid to wear shawl coz I thought before this I am not suit enough to wear it and I dunno how to wear neither. However my first shawls that I purchased really suits me. My face and my skin just nice with it and easy to wear as well..The statement from my Babe above was in the morning, coz today he fetched and sent me to class before he went to work. Then after my class finish, and he finished his work, directly he fetch me from uia where I am still wearing the same outfit. Then he said for the second time,
"U lawa"...hahaha with all his statement. Now I am in the mood of waiting jihani new stocks so that I can purchased more and more.
And I know that his statement was sincere statement coz he's a type of person who won't compliment others easily..
Thanx Darlin'..coz bring back my confidence

hmmm...kat Giant. to abolish bored in this division, snap your own pic!

Behind me: Since he don't like his face being reveal..

Friend?Yes..Friend.

2009-06-27T18:57:00.006+08:00

Eat chat eat again then chat till you're not realised your meal already finish...hahaha still, you continue chatting and ordered new drinks.hmmm...how I miss that moment.

Four years ago...

After last minute study and recall for the exam tomorrow.."Korang, jom yumcha kat mapley..rase cam nak minum teh tarik la"...."jom, aku pun dehydrated lak tengok notes2 neh"

You don't have to asked your friends when they are free to hang out with you, because they always free...after finish classes,just went back home and sleep.

Money?we always have money...

You don't have to work..there's always MARA to sponsored you. and also PTPTpu.

Stress?Only assignment and examination would stress you up...Others?only petty things for those who cannot control themselves from life challenging that they're being through will off from their own track.

Maintenance? Love shopping..always aimed for things that were afford to buy. eg: Nose,Vincci,Swatch,BodyShop & others.
Friends? They will always with you..always have time for you..they're your shoulder to cry on. You can have face to face communication with your friends whenever you need them.
Birthday? Your buddies will always be the first person wished happy birthday to you..made suprises by 12am in the midnight. Throwed stinked eggs and flour then suprised you with cute cake and other side meal. How overwhelmed...
Favorite? Friends always know what your favorite color is, what type of person you are, things you dislike,they know how to calm you down when you're in emo..they know your secrets.......and everythings about you.

and they are your true friends forever.............

After that Four years:

Now, most of my friends got their own job and career, some of them are married.

Only phone calls, texting, YM and facebook online that make us still connected.
Hangout??? So rare..last moment we used to hangout together was last two years ago, if I am not mistaken.

Miss them?? Indeed I am.

Still, we're keep in touch.

We're updated each other all the time.

Me.......

Still Studying. At the same time I am working as part timer at Petronas Skybridge, Hop On Hop Off and Takaful Consultant at Etiqa Maybank.
Going to finish my degree in two years time.
Late?? yup..coz I used to work for one year then after that I further my study.
My plan?? Travelling-Part time job-Study

Mission? finish my study then I focus on my Takaful Job.

Hope all that I've been doing right now will get Barakah from Him.

Thanx to all my friends who always support and believe in me. Thnax a lot for understand and helping me...

Luv you girls..ur always the best!

Chill..!

They Can't Take Away From Me...

2009-05-27T01:24:00.005+08:00

They can say
Anything they want to say
Try to bring me down
But I will not allow
Anyone to succeed
Hanging clouds over me
And they can try
How to make feel
That I don't matter at all
But refuse to falter in
What I believe or
Loose faith on my dreams

'Cause there's light in me
That shines brightly
They can try
But they can't try
But they can't take
That away from me
From me

They
They can do
Anything they want to you
If you let them in
But they won't ever win
If you cling to your Pride
And just push them aside

See I
I have learned
There's an inner peace I own
Something in my Soul
That they cannot possess
So I won't be afraid and
The darkness will fade

'Cause there's a light in me
That shines brightly
Yes they can try
But they can't take
That away from me

No
They can't take this
Precious Love
I'll always have inside me
Certainly the Lord will
Guide me where I need to go

They
They can say
Anything they want to say
Try to bring me down
But I won't face the ground
I will rise steadily
Sailing out of their reach
Although they do try
How to make me feel
That I don't matter at all

But
I refuse to fall
Tell me what I believe or
Loose faith in my dreams

'Cause there's some light in me
That shines brightly
Yes
They can try
But they can't take that away from me...

Have you ever experience like what this song has portrays??
Feel stupid, lack of confident, people who try to bring you down...
Your own friends stabbed behind your back....
Being slandered by your relatives on somehing that you not did
People arounds you try to influence you to did something bad
Something that you believe indeed it is not good for yourself
Being teased by people 'cause of your dream
When you want to do something different..
However
You don't care what people say
You believe in it and persue your dream...
When the times came
There, They started to believe that there's nothing impossible
As long it is not contradict with your Belief (Islam)
But
Always bare in mind
Don't ever feel proud by the compliment that you get
And
Don't ever feel down whenever people criticize you...
Take it as part of your learning
The Truth will always come
The success will always beside you
Always believe in Him
He's the one that knows better
The more pains and hardship you get in this Life
The more experience you'll get
The more mature you'll be
At one point of time
Nothing can't bring you down
Except He's the Almighty
Believe in what you do
Only you know what's best for you
and Good or Bad consequences you'll get...
Ameen...

Muay Thai... Tomoi

2009-05-23T21:25:00.008+08:00

I didn't regret by choosing to watched Muay Thai match rather than to watch movie last night. It's worth for me to pay RM10 per pax. Eventhough the matched was not as magnificent as in Thailand. But still, It's good to see youth participants from all Malaysia provinces participated in 'KL Open Muay Thai Superfight 'o9' sponsored by Pertubuhan Pembangunan Remaja Malaysia (PEREMA), that was held in Titiwangsa Kuala Lumpur.

Muay Thai, literally Thai boxing and also known as the Art of the Eight Limbs. The different style of kickboxing in Southeast Asia are anologuos to the different types of Kung Fu, Taekwando, Silat and other martial arts all around the world.

It was almost 10p'm as we arrived at Titiwangsa. Luckily, that night we were rode using my friend's scooter, so it easy for us find stategic place to park 'our' handsome ego scooter haha.

After we bought the tickets, we directly heading to the entrance and looking for available seats. After browsing around then we found empty seats near the stage but still, quite behind. It was already second match when we entered the stadium. The match between woman participants from different college in KL. It was quite interesting though, and the winner from this matched was from the college in KL.. yuhuu as being expected. Then, came the moment that we're both and everybody in the stadium waiting for.. the matched between East Cost and North zone participants, it's men round. Everyone in the stadium were very excited when each of the participants came, so did i. The matched was quiet interesting, both are equal tough eventhough the participant from North Zone quite small. Till the fifth round, and when the judge announced the result. The winner falls into the parcipant from North Zone! wow...everyone in the stadium were chillin'. hehehe...I liked that matched and I told my friend that It's worthed for not watching movie that night.After that, there are two matches left before end of the competition. The rest of two matches were not so interesting as before because on the first round the match started, one of the participant got injured at his shoulder. So, It was an easy win from the opponent in that round...

There, It almost 12 midnight when the competition finished. Me and my friend went to mapley at Danau Kota and we both have yumcha for a while before heading back to our home.

It was a good competition indeed. And I was thinking to watch Muay Thai Fight Competition at Thailand someday. It'll be greater interesting there...InsyaAllah

Kota Kinabalu

2009-05-20T19:43:00.014+08:00

Kota Kinabalu..at last my dream to reach the peak of mount Kinabalu has come true. Alhamdulillah...after all the obstacles before we board to KK we faced all with patiently. The challenged we'd been through starting one months before we heading to KK. Me and my friend Mashi had planned together to hike mount KK, we bought the flight tickets three months in advanced. After bought the flight tickets and paid for the hiking fees we thought that our plan will run accordingly and smoothly. At that time, nothing happened until one months before we board to KK. Mashi had made an operation at one of her legs, she thought it was just a minor surgery. After the operation, the doctor gave her one month MC and she's strictly not allowed to do any heavy things and outdoor performances. In other word she cannot hiking... Gosh! I'm about to cry when she told me what the doctor have said. When I heard the news, I don't know what to do. I just cannot simply find someone else to replace Mashi's place, It's our dream. Therefore, almost everyday I kept asking about her conditioned. I knew she's really want to go for hiking. Less than one months her wound had recovered, indeed not recovered 100%. However at that time she able to walk properly and the stitches at the wound has been taking off. another one week before we're about to go..Mashi go to work and her boss don't want to approve her annual leave because she was worried with Mashi's conditioned. Her boss needs letter af approval from doctor that Mashi was able to go for hiking, without the letter she couldn't go. and there was another two days to go. Then she went to see the doctor and asked for the letter, last day before we board to KK she submit the letter to her boss and get the approval. That was tough man... I can't even imagine I going to hike and spend one week at KK with nobody and lonely. End of Mashi's Story...

Hahahaha.... at last me and my sweet sweet problemo friend manage to go to KK. We're very lucky because we're taking MAS Flight at lower price, Rm198 for return flight. The journey from KL-KK took about two and half hours. All the way...Mashi read her novel while me was enjoying the scenery through out the window.

When we about to reach KK... I can see clearly small islands and also city of KK. Alhamdulillah..we reached KK after all.

Once we reach KK, we stayed at one of Mashi's friend, Moon. Moon whose the one that going to take us all the way from KK to Timpohon Gate at Kundasang. As early as 6a.m we already wake up and prepared ourselves to start our hiking. When we're ready, we taken our breakfast at Moon's Family Restaurant at Donggongon. There, we only took light breakfast. Eat too much can slower down our hiking.

By 1030a.m in the morning, we start our journey..as the picture stated above, by 1330hr I had reached 3.5 km. Another 2.5km more to reach Laban Rata, which mean another two and half hours more to reach that. Laban Rata is at 6km from the height of mount Kinabalu. It's a rest house for the hikers to rest and to continue their hiking at 2a.m in order to reach the peak.

Laban Rata Rest House

300 metres before reach Laban Rata

Be reminded that it is good for you to take light snack such as Snickers Chocolate in order to sustain your energy during hiking. Me myself also only ate Snickers Chocolate whenever I felt hungry and out of energy. Our body needs more sugar to produce more energy. For me, Snickers Chocolate is enough, because other snack like energy bar, power bar are expensive and they are tasteless... :-) euwww

After we taken our dinner at Laban Rata, It's time for us to have enough rest. At Laban Rata, the temperature was freaking cold. Me and Mashi were unable to sleep even though we tried so hard and force ourselves to have sleep. Inside the dorm of Laban Rata, there are two double-decker beds where one room being occupied by four peoples. Me,Mashi and another two guys were from Germany. Till night, both of us cannot sleep..so we made our own activities like chitchatting and made phone calls to our friends. We felt very sorry to one of the Germain cause disrupted his sleeping...till he asked us to keep quite. Only that we both remained silence and wait until 2a.m.

It was 2a.m in the morning...me and Mashi already prepared ourselves half hour early. By two in the morning, it was time for us to have supper and continue our hiking to the peak. Unfortunately, at that time suddenly heavy raining fall down. Our guide said we need to wait the raining to stop or to wait its slower till 3a.m. Then by 250a.m, the raining started to slow. There, for those who wanted to continue their hiking will continue. But there were also people who don't want to continue their hiking, due to the raining and the track at that time surely slippery.

It was very dark outside, only with the help of torchlight you are able to see the track. Me,Mashi and the rest of other groups climbed all the way up through the slippery track in the dark night. About ten minutes of our journey I still can feel that Mashi was behind me...about fifteen minutes later, I called mashi's name but she didn't reply... Oh my, I need to climb up all alone again. I also don't know where my guide was. Other climbers were with their group and they are more faster than me and most of them were foreigner. I'm sad.. then, I don't know how long I'd been climbing.. till I asked one of the guide who was not my guide how many kilometres left to reach the peak, and he said another 1.5km. I told him that I don't know where my guide was, and suddenly.......my guide appear. I felt very happy when I met him and I asked him where Mashi, then he said Mashi cannot climb. Her legs hurt and he already sent Mashi back to Laban Rata.

I felt sad, when I reach the peak I don't know who and how I want to share my feeling. So, me and Greo (my guide) both together climbed up the mountain. After we reached Sayat-Sayat, the air was vey windy and cloudy. My torchlight run out of baterry, same goes with my camera. I can't even catch any pic when I reached at that part. Less than one kilometre I am about to reach the peak, My legs and my hands felt numbed, and It was freakinly cold..less than two degrees of the temperature. Me and and Greo slowly climbed up the mountain till we reach the Low's Peak around 530a.m. Alhamdulillah...here, It's worth it and I feel that my trip and my money were not wasted because I managed to reach the peak!

At the peak, there's nothing I can see. All were cloudy and very windy. The beauty scenery from what my friend had told me who already went here last year, all I couldn't see anything due to heavy raining last night. At the peak, It's very hard for me to speak..and It's very very cold. About ten minutes I was at the peak, I told Greo that I wanted to go down. Greo hold my hand tightly so that I won't fall down. When the sun rise out..I can't believe that this was the track I've been followed last night. Very rocky mountain, I remember I almost fall twice when I'm heading down from the peak, lucky I had Greo. Around 815am me and Greo reach Laban Rata. He said we will starts going down by 9a.m. At Laban Rata, I was having my light breakfast and filled up my water.

Almost 10a.m we started to go down. Due to injuries that Mashi's having, she asked me to go down first. Me and her slowly go down then she stop a lot and told me to go first. There, again I'm all alone go down through the mountain. During half of our journey, It was raining again, however I still continue my journey. I reached at Timpohon Gate almost 3p.m, then heading to Kinabalu Park and thaving my lunch and 'tapau' for Mashi. At that time my clothes were all wet and I was very exhausted. By 430p.m, Mashi reached Timpohon Gate, and Moon's friend fetch us up.

Masjid Terapung, Likas

Hiked mount Kinabalu had thought me to prepare myself up with not just physically but strong mentally as well. The intention in you need always be good..remember you are now surrounded by nature. All this are Allah's favors..zikir is very important, always be humble in yourself. There are climbers who prepare himself with physically and by the time he needs to continue another 2.5km to reach the peak, he was not feeling good with himself. He said he felt very weak. Only Allah's know what happened to him.

Fountain at 1 kilometre after Timpohon Gate

By hiking this mount also, had thought me to achieve something you are dreaming for. Facing all the obstacles and you'll get what you want,InsyaAllah. Because, It's not easy to become easy, the feeling when you reach the peak, was very hard to explain. It was so good..Alhamdulillah. I had manage to reached the peak on my first attempt. InsyaAllah, Gunung Tahan will be my next one. However, by next year me and Mashi will go to hike Mount KK back, because both of us want to share the experience to reach at the peak together. InsyaAllah...not to forget, thanks a lot to Moon who help us a lot while we at KK. we both really appreciate it..

View from Universiti Malaysia Sabah

Thanks Moon!!!

am i epi???

2008-12-18T00:48:00.000+08:00

So long i haven't update my blog...... i've been bz all dis while.hehehe izit? i'm not sure.Wutever it is...

im epi working at skybridge.In my experience....petrosains giv such a very flexible working day to their volunteers. i've been working with skybrdge for more than one year...rite now, whenever comes to semester break all senior volunteer goin to work..there, when we met persons who havent turn up for a long time(fyi:our contract wit p'sains till we reach 60 yr old) everybody goin to b chill n the workin environment gettin mor epening.

i'm as a volunteer, also consider as senior volunteer totally epi when all af us met 2gether. Even our fren who studying in Yemen will goin to work when he got back to Malaysia. By nexwik, i'm goin to stat my new semester.So my mom ask me to have a break for my ownself n stay at home for this one week. But...for juz three days i've been staying at home..i already miz skybdge. miz d laugh, all d visitors question about skybdge, d environment n lots more...

Pic One: With Akin yang ngal....kuang3x. Luv to chitchat n shoppin.

Hehehe....balik time. tutup kedai...dalam theater hall

This is what we r facing every mornin.....crowded.

hehehe till then.....will be continue..

p.e.a.c.e

Work it out..

2008-11-25T23:31:00.000+08:00

Hmmm....here i am. For d 1st time i'm posting my blog. Currently, i'm on my semester break for two months. So, i've got lots of agendas to do. However, 1st of all i need to get $ in order for me to get wut i want. During this break, i'm working at skybridge petronas as volunteer to earn remuneration...by middle of december i'm goin to stop working n chill myself out.

Apart of my agendas are:

1st I wanna go hiking at mount kinabalu. So, i need to prepare quiet lots of $. coz by nex year, most probably we're goin to face economic crisis. Therefore, all stuffs, merchandise, accomodation, services n bla bla everything goin to b increase. For ur info as well d trip expenses within Malaysia far more expensive if we compared d trip to Phuket or Bandung. Then, insyaAllah by nex year i'm goin to have trips with my gurlfrenz el, mashi, kak N n others to go to Bangkok, Mount Kinabalu and Bandung.

2nd...my dream before my graduation ceremony 3years from now is...i wanna have a great smile. So..i wanna do braces. My mom dun want 2 sponsor at all huhuhu coz i had rejected her offer when i was kid. In dis age...i juz realize how good it was if i make braces before.. $ again.

Here there are....all needs money. n i will get wut i want. i wont burden my family with all these little things which i can work it out by myself. thanx mak..coz teach me on how to be independent gurl as strong as you...

p.e.a.c.e