Friday, September 23, 2011

An Nisa

7 tahun lepas...

Dia adalah antara orang pertama aku kenali semasa mula-mula aku melanjutkan pengajian di Kolej Islam Antarabangsa..

Dia juga sekelas denganku untuk mata pelajaran bahasa Inggeris tahap dua setelah kami lulus dan dikecualikan dari mengambil tahap satu untuk ujian bahasa Inggeris yang dijalan oleh pihak kolej kepada semua yang baru mendaftar untuk sesi 2004.

Dia juga menjadi rakan serumah dan sebilik denganku semasa kami berdua sama-sama menetap di apartment Melati, salah satu daripada hostel yang disediakan oleh pihak kolej.

Dia wajib menjadi ahli 'assignment' dengan ku jika kami sekelas.

Dia sangat 'efficient' bila membuat kerja. Rajin, dan sangat senang berurusan dengannya.

Dia bukan 'branded cautious' type....Dia hidup dengan dunia nya.

Dia seorang anak yang patuh pada kedua ibu bapanya.

Dia memahami ku dan cara pemikiranku bila membuat sesuatu kerja.

Dia orang yang penyabar. yang kini aku sedang berusaha untuk menjadi penyabar seperti dia.

Dia sahabat ku hingga sekarang.

2011...

Tanggal 15 Mei 2011, salah satu hari yang bersejarah bagi dia. Dia telah mengikat tali pertunangan dengan pilihan hati dia. Setelah bertahun lama menjalin kasih sedari bangku sekolah.. Alhamdulillah..dengan rasmi dia telah menjadi tunangan orang. Dua bulan lagi dia bakal melangsungkan perkahwinan.. dimana tema nya berwarna ungu.. (: Aku doa kan agar semua berjalan lancar. 

Tahniah sahabat ku wahai Khairunnisa..I'm happy for you~excitedly 

Tuesday, September 6, 2011

Meh masuk universiti I.A.M part 2

assalamualaikum.. (:

Seperti yang dijanji an, post kali neh adalah post sequel tuk 'Meh masuk universiti I.A.M part 1' keskes...aku rasa masa yang aku pilih neh seswai tuk citer sebab kurang seminggu lg semester baru 2011/2012 akan stat eheks. Lets begin...

Ok, pas je korang abis ta'aruf week korang nye class pun akan bermula...tahniah kepada yang exempted and leh skip english class dr level 1 sampai 6, n kepada yang dapat mane2 level jangan susah hati ye...usaha tangge kejayaan, blaja rajin2..sesungguh nye, universiti bukan tempat tuk orang pandai tapi tempat orang yang berusaha untuk berjaya. so dun worry be happy n happy studying..!

Next, once korang masuk kuliyyah make sure korang print korang ny confirmation slip a.k.a list of subjects yang korang amik sem neh. subjek wajib yang korang kene add adalah subjek arab. jadi kepada brothers and sisters yang kene amik subjek arab, add dari sekarang taknak tangguh2 menyesal di kemudian hari nanti eheks. then subjek agama a.k.a irk subjek and skill courses. bile da setel add subjek make sure print sebab korang berpotensi tinggi tuk sesat and confuse dengan class room number korang. banyak beno nombor nye. bile dah rs agak2 sesat jangan segan silu tanye orang yang lalu lalang di keliling korang hehe..

Di uia, sistem pemarkahan die 60% before final exam and 40% on final exam. kat sini aku nak cite 60% before final exam. 60% neh depends on lecturers cmne dorang nak pecah an markah neh. de lect. yang kasi 20% assignment 10% presentation 25% midterm 5% attendance. tapi tak sume lect. letak marks camneh, jadi ikut suke dorang and yang aku kasi tu adalah salah satu contoh die. 

Assignment : adalah penting, say no no no to plagiarism. a.k.a mase korang wat assignment tu jangan sesekali copy and paste dari sumber yang korang amik. tak kesah la dari tenet ke, wiki ke, buku ke no no no. tolong wat ayat sendiri. ayat yang keluar dari idea yang korang dapat pas bace and paham dari sumber yang korang amik tu. lecturer2 kat sini sangat pantang bile de student yang suke plagiarise huhu trust me..potensi tuk dapat kosong or 3/20 or 5/20 sangat tinggi..tips nye; make sure korang type pe yang korang paham. kalo da xleh nak rephrase sangat, always acknowledge the author or the sources through citation, and jangan wat last minute...! Quality is important...~wink2. hmm wat la kalo x caye hehehe. 

Presentation : Be Confidence! thats the key. make you understand what you want to say. tak paham content, wat sampai paham sebelum presentation. consult dengan lecturer kalo dah confuse sangat. so bile dah abis present korang leh la jawab soklan2 yang classmates and lecturer korang tanye...jadi sume akan hepi...korang hepi jawab soklan, classmates hepi bile terjawabnye soklan dorang..lecturer pun hepi bagi marks presentation kat korang.. keskeskekseskes.. yang len2 cam bese..

Ooo lagi satu..aktif an la diri korang join kelab2 and persatuan2 ye..jadi mase korang pun tak terbuang..hehe..indirectly korang akan berpeluang pusing satu malaysia neh just dgn join aktiviti2 yang uia anjur an. and g oversea pun ade..keskeskes n macam2 la..kepada sisters, taknak dok lepak kat mahalah je kalo takde class..g la swimming ke, men tenis ke, jogging ke, rowing ke..kalo cam aku, i loike swimming! huuu lagi2 time tension, heaven giler bile wat terjunan ala2 tarzan kat  bahagian dalam 2.4 metre..ooo kolam renang uia hanya di buka pada hari senin sampai jumaat 5pm till 7pm ~kejap je huhu Tapi.....................jangan nak aktif sangat ye, kalo korang bukan under biasiswa kementerian belia dan sukan. toksah nak aktif sangat la..hehe balance itu penting. kalo dah rs2 serabut sampai takde tenage nak masuk class..kurang an la aktiviti tu. even korang pangkat presiden kat mane2 kelab tapi blaja ntah ke mana takde makne jugak an? so..study first dear..tapi kalo korang under biasiswa kementerian belia dan sukan of coz korang kene aktif giler la. indirectly study kne maintain. sape under biasiswa neh, bukan saje kene aktif dalam sukan dorang, tapi kene dapat an medal. kalo salah satu tak balance biasiswa kene tarik. huuu penat aku tengok kawan aku..seb bek die memang atlit..



Jadi..selamat mengaji di uiam! kat sini mental jiwa and fizikal kene kuat. macam2 dugaan mendatang yang korang akan tempuhi..mental and jiwa la especially. tak nak citer isu neh..biar la korang feel seniri..and bile korang da nak abis blaja cam aku, korang akan rase betapa berharga nye pengalaman yang korang tempuhi kat universiti neh. yang penting..azam dan iman kene kuat...insyaAllah akan berjaya..amin

Tuesday, July 5, 2011

I should not love him because....


I should not love him because of his assets. Why?
Maybe one day he might lost his assets suddenly, then getting bankruptcy. After that he will run away from me, do not wanna show his face to anybody.

I should not love him because of his handsome. Why?
Maybe one day he'll be facing an accident. Catastrophe which could take away the advantage Allah give it to him, being splashed with acid, paralyze his hands or blind eyes. If I love because of his charming, would I wanna be with him?


I should not love him because of his virginity. Why?
Today he might not sleep with any ladies. Maybe one day someone set him up and he lose his purity, or maybe he lose control upon the test Allah give it to him. We're just human and cannot run from our stupidity.

I should not love him because of his sense of humor. Why?
Maybe one day he will become dull and not happy as he is recently. Maybe one day he no longer can make me happy, then i will get bore and leave him with nothing.

I should not love him because of his sweet word. Why?
Maybe today he full with his sweet and soft spoken word. As time goes by, he'd become straight-forward person. Anything he feels inside he will voice them out with no filter, words which make me feels annoying and tense like a water boiler. Then...could I still love him with this character?

HOWEVER.....

I love him not because of what he has. It is enough to love him because of Allah Subhanahuwaataala. Maybe the love for the sake of Allah would remain forever...and because I love him I got the guidance and hidayah from Allah and no longer free hair girl... Borderless love...together forever till meet again in jannah....insyaAllah



Friday, June 10, 2011

Meh masuk Universiti I.A.M part 1

Assalamualaikum wbt...

Arini nye post aku nak ucap an tahniah kepada sisters and brothers yang dapat futher korang nye study kat Universiti Islam Antarabangsa Malaysia a.k.a UIAM. Rasa nya tak lame lagi an korang nye admission date? dalam satu intake, UIA akan recruit student dari matriks uia pj and nilai, and lagi satu dari direct intake. Rase nye tuk students dari matriks pj and nilai dah aware pe tuh uia, subjek die sume and korang dah target nak major pe dalam kuliyyah korang. Jadi dalam post neh aku nak citer kepada students direct intake, nape nak citer direct intake jer sis? sebab aku adalah direct intake student jadi aku nak share and citer pe yang aku da experience selame aku kat uia neh coz tinggal lagi satu semester tuk aku abis blaja keskes....ameen2.

Baiklah. kepada sis and brothers yang dapat offer dari uia tapi korang tak masuk uia matriks pj or nilai, korang dipanggil direct intake student ye. Direct intake student adalah student yang amik STPM or diploma dan seangkatan dengannye..erm..nanti an, bile time admission korang akan bawak sume documents, and akan register cam bese. bile dah settle sume korang akan menjalani ta'aruf week, mase ta'aruf week macam2 ceramah and activities korang akan wat dan diuruskan oleh committee ta'aruf. Pas je abis ta'aruf, tuk direct intake students korang akan menjalani dua jenis exam, EPT and APT. English Placement Test and Arabic Placement Test, ha...orang ramai takut nak masuk uia sebab kene blaja bahasa arab an..? dun worry ok dear..(: bahasa arab neh nak tak nak korang kene amik jugak since korang da masuk uia, and test yang korang kene amik neh kalo korang takde basic, kat depan paper tuh dengan jelas nyata dan terang ade dua pilihan and korang korang kene pilih satu, pilihan nye sama ada korang tick; 1. ade basic arab & 2. takde basic arab langsung. Jadi sesape yang under kuliyyah Human Sciences (HS) cam aku neh, and korang tick no.2 makne nye korang kene blaja bahasa arab dari level satu sampai enam keskes ~tahniah... tapi tak yah risau k. ustaz2 and ustazah2 bahasa arab sume baik2, asal korang datang class selalu xde ponteng2 wat latihan sume paling kurang pun korang akan dapat B..n kalo tambah an usaha leh dapat A.erm senang jer..cam aku? mase kat paper tuh aku jawab la sikit2 soklan yang aku paham, then aku tick kat depan paper tuh pilihan 1..so aku dapat la lompat ke level dua trus, tak yah amik level satu. Jadi aku kene amik dari level dua sampai enam lalala..sekarang aku dah abis sume level eheks. Sumpah lega giler...korang jangan tangguh2 tau amik subjek arab neh..kalo korang tangguh uia tak kasi korang graduate. ni kisah benar yer..de sorang sis tuh die dah abis an sume subjek n mase last semester n final year die baru pasan die x amik satu pun subjek arab lagi..level 1-6 ok! ~lupe kate nye dah la satu sem leh wat satu level, kalo ikut budi bicara admin kadang2 la baru leh amik dua level dalam satu sem..huu sian giler die. las2 mak die soh wat minor psychology untuk mengisi waktu2 lapang kalo xde class arab. so sad erm..so kalo xnk jadi cam sis neh..do not delay (: tuk subjek arab level 1-6 neh hanya diaplikasikan kat kuliyyah IRKHS a.k.a Islamic Reveal Knowledge and Human Sciences. Sebenarnye, IRK len HS len..tapi kiteorang disatukan. so, korang yang dapat course; Mass Communication, Psychology, Political Science, Sociology, History, Benl (Bachelor in English and Literature) ha...salah satu course neh kat offer letter korang..selamat mengambil subjek arab keskes..tapi kalo korang bukan dak HS, korang dapat kuliyyah Law ke, Economic ke, Architecture or Engineering..selamat..hehe korang juz wat dua level je, no need level 1-6 cam dak Hs...erm




Now..kite citer pasal English plak, English Placement Test..haa..uia die tak tengok result MUET yang korang lampir an kat korang nye applicatian form yer..result muet mesti disertakan sebab tu salah satu syarat dari kementerian pengajian tinggi tuk kite apply ipta. korang masuk jer uia, korang kene amik test neh. pas taaruf jugak, jadi exam neh cam korang amik muet jugak de writing, speaking and listening sume..tapi dorang de skema pemarkahan tersendiri. yang neh pun korang kene lulus dengan jaya nye..sebab die pun de level 1-6, kalo korang sangkut..n kene start dari level satu..kehidupan korang akan sangat lameeeee kat uia neh..sebab nye, english adalah medium utama sesi pembelajaran kat sini. kalo korang sangkut, dorang consider korang tak leh masuk kuliyyah. atau lebih tepat lagi..korang tak layak lagi masuk kuliyyah. contoh; antara writing, speaking and listening korang tak pass salah satu, jadi korang maybe dapat level 4 or 5, and kalo korang tak pass dua antara tiga bahagian neh korang maybe dok level 2 or 3...dah bazir mase dah bazir umor..satu level satu semester, and by the end of semester kalo korang jawab dgn jaya nye dari level 3 leh lompat level 5..or dari level 5 leh masuk kuliyyah terus and register subjek kulliyyah. tapi...andai korang jawab men2 and result tak okay, dorang akan ajar korang english sampai korang pandai..jadi jangan men2 ye..eheks

ni la bangunan celpad eheks


Subjek2 arab and english neh diuruskan oleh Centre for Language and Pre-University Academic Development department a.k.a celpad. So, dengan info2 yang aku kasi neh..as direct intake student korang takde la terkena culture shocked or education shocked bile blaja kat sini.hehe..seronok and best sangat blaja kat sini...erm..kat bawah neh soklan2 lazim orang akan tanye pasal subjek2 under celpad neh;




1. abistu sis, kalo kiteorang tak lepas english kiteorang takleh amik subjek len la? kene blaja english je??
korang leh amik subjek len tapi sangat limited. juz leh amik 9 credit hour je maximum, bersamaan 3 subjek. n mostly korang leh amik subjek2 agama dulu..kalo korang da masuk kulliyyah korang leh amik 7 ke 8 subjek maximum tapi ikut pointer erm..


2. Then bile kiteorang leh masuk kulliyyah sis??



korang leh masuk kulliyyah pas korang da lulus exam celpad di akhir semester. result bagus leh masuk. result x bagus blaja la english lagi.



3. Sis, kalo kiteorang lulus dengan cemerlang nye mase exam ept and apt kene masuk celpad jugak ker??



mesti la tak..tuk exam arab, korang da memang terror and jawab exam apt tuh dapat A. korang terus exempted. enam2 level tak yah amik..ni la kelebihannye..coz kalo dak matriks, even dorang pandai arab masuk jer uia dorang kene wat stat level 3.sbb mase dorang kat matriks korang da amik dua level pertama.erm...n tuk english pun same. bile kat exam tuh korang jawab dgn jaya nye..korang trus leh masuk kulliyyah..n tak under celpad dah.erm..



4. Nape dak Hs jer kene amik arab sampai enam level? kulliyah len xde??


neh jawapan dari diri aku yer..sebab kite dak Hs skali ngan dak IRK. tu panggil irkhs. sebab kalo korang bukak website uia, korang g kat mission and vision of iium. first mission dorang neh 'undertake the special and greatly needed task of reforming the contemporary Muslim mentality and integrating Islamic Revealed Knowledge and Human Sciences in a positive manner'. So both are inter-related and important, jadi kite diberi penekanan lebih dari kulliyyah2 yang len. therefore, take it as our advantage not as burden..sonok tau blaja arab neh..n kulliyyah len takyah nak rase kurang kasih sayang ye, kalo korang nak blaja arab berlevel2 lagi korang leh je apply kat celpad.tuk menambah pengetahuan..erm




5.Sis..nanti kalo kite blaja arab sampai level 6 kite memang akan pandai speaking arab ke nanti sis??


ikut korang nye usaha. kalo ari2 dok speaking arab dengan ustaz or ustazah korang or dengan kawan2 korang pandai la speaking. kalo cam aku, yang hanya bergantung dengan buku n blaja tuk exam memag takde la..lagipun subjek arab yang kite blaja bukan subjek arab komunikasi. subjek yang tekan an grammar and writing..erm




aku rase..tu je la orang selalu tanye kat aku..kalo korang de sebarang soklan korang tanye je ye. andai aku takleh jawab soklan korang, aku akan refer kat orang yang ade jawapan tuk soklan2 korang..jangan malu bertanya ye, nanti tersesat2 keskes



Ok. Pasni..akan ade Meh masuk Universiti I.A.M part 2 keskes...


Owh, andai ade tersilap bahasa aku mohon maaf ye..sesungguh nye aku hanya manusia biasa yang banyak wat silap. tata


Friday, June 3, 2011

Mission Accomplished

Perfect (:

For weeks I've been busy finishing the Istanbul report...wuhuuuu such a bloody relief when it's done! ~haaaa....padan muka..sape soh jadi one of the editor..
So many things happened..the flow not according the schedule, miscommunication, works delegation and many more..
Cut it short, when we submit it last wednesday...the student affair officer was so satisfied with the report. The best report ever, she said. Alhamdulillah..now I can sleep normally, think properly, eat and live accordingly keskeskes...penat sey and tetibe de sengal cari pasal lak semalam...tak tekanan plak..baru nk idop normal..seb da ok da..huuu alhamdulillah..thank you Allah..

Thursday, June 2, 2011

no title

I would die for you..but would you?
In a moment I'll be there for you..but will you?
I am canceling everything just for you...will you do that for me?
I am treating you much more than I treating myself...but are you?

I just do not feel in love right now..feels of giving up..

Friday, May 20, 2011

my journey to IstanbuL

It is not an easy task when you were being sponsored by the university to have a Leadership Exposure of educational trip program to Istanbul. Two months before depart, we had been given few assignments to be accomplished. Assignment which has taught and required me to communicate better with other, teamwork, responsibility upon the task given, important of strong bonding as well as to be more respectable person. In order to ascertain the assignments given, I must subjugated with all requirements. Once one of the requirement missing, the problemation arose. As a team, the adjustment needed to make it back to normal and whereby everyone feels happy to work as a team.



Alhamdulillah. I am safely back from Istanbul. The city was phenomenal, the people were nice and friendly, everything was outstanding there. Nonetheless, I would not forget the purpose of this trip, which I can benefit the university, friends and myself. It almost I come back from Istanbul, and how I benefit the trip to my friends are through sharing with them what I have been experience on my trip. I also told them about issues that cannot be purchase and experience through books. Apart from my story I touched on how the bilateral relationship between countries affected the hospitality and friendliness between citizens of home and host countries. For example of what I had experienced at Grand Bazaar, between Turkish sellers and Malaysian buyer, the treatment we received was so nice from the sellers, and most of them knew Malaysia, surprisingly, there were numbers of sellers who can speak few Malay words. When the first time we heard them, we were so astonishingly surprised and proud to be Malaysians. Up till now, we are very delighted when we reminisce how Turkish seller willingly to learn Malay words. As a political science student, I justify that, the bilateral or multilateral relationship between countries is truly important in maintaining peace and harmony of the countries in global arena. Furthermore, how my educational trip program is benefit my university is through the universities visit which we had in Istanbul. There were three universities we have been visited, Yalova University, Fatih University as well as Istanbul Technical University.







From these three visiting experienced towards the university, I had identified the development of technological usage provided by the universities, as well as the achievement made by them. They had conducted many researches, whereby most of the research not just benefiting their university, but also benefiting the country. As Malaysian, and IIUM student, our university is leading towards research university, as Turkey is among one of the OIC members, IIUM and universities in Turkey should collaborated together is sharing the knowledge, specialist and point of view on how to achieve the level. Indirectly, both countries have strengthened the Islamic bonding between nations.



In conclusion, as I still allowed to breath in this earth, I will strive myself hard to be successful Muslimah which I can make a better change in this country and not in impossibly throughout the Muslim world. As it can bring the glorious of Muslim period like we used to have in the past.