Friday, December 18, 2009

Thanx Darlin'...


"U nampak cantik arini,manis" said my babe...
Oh my God.. is it really come from his mouth? feels like want to scream... "Thanx Jihani!!!" but only at the inside...haha after a long time I was afraid to wear shawl coz I thought before this I am not suit enough to wear it and I dunno how to wear neither. However my first shawls that I purchased really suits me. My face and my skin just nice with it and easy to wear as well..The statement from my Babe above was in the morning, coz today he fetched and sent me to class before he went to work. Then after my class finish, and he finished his work, directly he fetch me from uia where I am still wearing the same outfit. Then he said for the second time,
"U lawa"...hahaha with all his statement. Now I am in the mood of waiting jihani new stocks so that I can purchased more and more.
And I know that his statement was sincere statement coz he's a type of person who won't compliment others easily..
Thanx Darlin'..coz bring back my confidence


hmmm...kat Giant. to abolish bored in this division, snap your own pic!



Behind me: Since he don't like his face being reveal..

Saturday, June 27, 2009

Friend?Yes..Friend.




Eat chat eat again then chat till you're not realised your meal already finish...hahaha still, you continue chatting and ordered new drinks.hmmm...how I miss that moment.

Four years ago...
  • After last minute study and recall for the exam tomorrow.."Korang, jom yumcha kat mapley..rase cam nak minum teh tarik la"...."jom, aku pun dehydrated lak tengok notes2 neh"
  • You don't have to asked your friends when they are free to hang out with you, because they always free...after finish classes,just went back home and sleep.

  • Money?we always have money...

  • You don't have to work..there's always MARA to sponsored you. and also PTPTpu.

  • Stress?Only assignment and examination would stress you up...Others?only petty things for those who cannot control themselves from life challenging that they're being through will off from their own track.

  • Maintenance? Love shopping..always aimed for things that were afford to buy. eg: Nose,Vincci,Swatch,BodyShop & others.
  • Friends? They will always with you..always have time for you..they're your shoulder to cry on. You can have face to face communication with your friends whenever you need them.
  • Birthday? Your buddies will always be the first person wished happy birthday to you..made suprises by 12am in the midnight. Throwed stinked eggs and flour then suprised you with cute cake and other side meal. How overwhelmed...
  • Favorite? Friends always know what your favorite color is, what type of person you are, things you dislike,they know how to calm you down when you're in emo..they know your secrets.......and everythings about you.
  • and they are your true friends forever.............

After that Four years:


  • Now, most of my friends got their own job and career, some of them are married.
  • Only phone calls, texting, YM and facebook online that make us still connected.
  • Hangout??? So rare..last moment we used to hangout together was last two years ago, if I am not mistaken.
  • Miss them?? Indeed I am.
  • Still, we're keep in touch.

  • We're updated each other all the time.
Me.......
  • Still Studying. At the same time I am working as part timer at Petronas Skybridge, Hop On Hop Off and Takaful Consultant at Etiqa Maybank.
  • Going to finish my degree in two years time.
  • Late?? yup..coz I used to work for one year then after that I further my study.
  • My plan?? Travelling-Part time job-Study
  • Mission? finish my study then I focus on my Takaful Job.
  • Hope all that I've been doing right now will get Barakah from Him.
  • Thanx to all my friends who always support and believe in me. Thnax a lot for understand and helping me...
  • Luv you girls..ur always the best!
  • Chill..!

Wednesday, May 27, 2009

They Can't Take Away From Me...


They can say
Anything they want to say
Try to bring me down
But I will not allow
Anyone to succeed
Hanging clouds over me
And they can try
How to make feel
That I don't matter at all
But refuse to falter in
What I believe or
Loose faith on my dreams

'Cause there's light in me
That shines brightly
They can try
But they can't try
But they can't take
That away from me
From me

They
They can do
Anything they want to you
If you let them in
But they won't ever win
If you cling to your Pride
And just push them aside

See I
I have learned
There's an inner peace I own
Something in my Soul
That they cannot possess
So I won't be afraid and
The darkness will fade

'Cause there's a light in me
That shines brightly
Yes they can try
But they can't take
That away from me

No
They can't take this
Precious Love
I'll always have inside me
Certainly the Lord will
Guide me where I need to go

They
They can say
Anything they want to say
Try to bring me down
But I won't face the ground
I will rise steadily
Sailing out of their reach
Although they do try
How to make me feel
That I don't matter at all

But
I refuse to fall
Tell me what I believe or
Loose faith in my dreams

'Cause there's some light in me
That shines brightly
Yes
They can try
But they can't take that away from me...


Have you ever experience like what this song has portrays??
Feel stupid, lack of confident, people who try to bring you down...
Your own friends stabbed behind your back....
Being slandered by your relatives on somehing that you not did
People arounds you try to influence you to did something bad
Something that you believe indeed it is not good for yourself
Being teased by people 'cause of your dream
When you want to do something different..
However
You don't care what people say
You believe in it and persue your dream...
When the times came
There, They started to believe that there's nothing impossible
As long it is not contradict with your Belief (Islam)
But
Always bare in mind
Don't ever feel proud by the compliment that you get
And
Don't ever feel down whenever people criticize you...
Take it as part of your learning
The Truth will always come
The success will always beside you
Always believe in Him
He's the one that knows better
The more pains and hardship you get in this Life
The more experience you'll get
The more mature you'll be
At one point of time
Nothing can't bring you down
Except He's the Almighty
Believe in what you do
Only you know what's best for you
and Good or Bad consequences you'll get...
Ameen...



Saturday, May 23, 2009

Muay Thai... Tomoi



I didn't regret by choosing to watched Muay Thai match rather than to watch movie last night. It's worth for me to pay RM10 per pax. Eventhough the matched was not as magnificent as in Thailand. But still, It's good to see youth participants from all Malaysia provinces participated in 'KL Open Muay Thai Superfight 'o9' sponsored by Pertubuhan Pembangunan Remaja Malaysia (PEREMA), that was held in Titiwangsa Kuala Lumpur.


Muay Thai, literally Thai boxing and also known as the Art of the Eight Limbs. The different style of kickboxing in Southeast Asia are anologuos to the different types of Kung Fu, Taekwando, Silat and other martial arts all around the world.


It was almost 10p'm as we arrived at Titiwangsa. Luckily, that night we were rode using my friend's scooter, so it easy for us find stategic place to park 'our' handsome ego scooter haha.


After we bought the tickets, we directly heading to the entrance and looking for available seats. After browsing around then we found empty seats near the stage but still, quite behind. It was already second match when we entered the stadium. The match between woman participants from different college in KL. It was quite interesting though, and the winner from this matched was from the college in KL.. yuhuu as being expected. Then, came the moment that we're both and everybody in the stadium waiting for.. the matched between East Cost and North zone participants, it's men round. Everyone in the stadium were very excited when each of the participants came, so did i. The matched was quiet interesting, both are equal tough eventhough the participant from North Zone quite small. Till the fifth round, and when the judge announced the result. The winner falls into the parcipant from North Zone! wow...everyone in the stadium were chillin'. hehehe...I liked that matched and I told my friend that It's worthed for not watching movie that night.After that, there are two matches left before end of the competition. The rest of two matches were not so interesting as before because on the first round the match started, one of the participant got injured at his shoulder. So, It was an easy win from the opponent in that round...
There, It almost 12 midnight when the competition finished. Me and my friend went to mapley at Danau Kota and we both have yumcha for a while before heading back to our home.
It was a good competition indeed. And I was thinking to watch Muay Thai Fight Competition at Thailand someday. It'll be greater interesting there...InsyaAllah

Wednesday, May 20, 2009

Kota Kinabalu

Kota Kinabalu..at last my dream to reach the peak of mount Kinabalu has come true. Alhamdulillah...after all the obstacles before we board to KK we faced all with patiently. The challenged we'd been through starting one months before we heading to KK. Me and my friend Mashi had planned together to hike mount KK, we bought the flight tickets three months in advanced. After bought the flight tickets and paid for the hiking fees we thought that our plan will run accordingly and smoothly. At that time, nothing happened until one months before we board to KK. Mashi had made an operation at one of her legs, she thought it was just a minor surgery. After the operation, the doctor gave her one month MC and she's strictly not allowed to do any heavy things and outdoor performances. In other word she cannot hiking... Gosh! I'm about to cry when she told me what the doctor have said. When I heard the news, I don't know what to do. I just cannot simply find someone else to replace Mashi's place, It's our dream. Therefore, almost everyday I kept asking about her conditioned. I knew she's really want to go for hiking. Less than one months her wound had recovered, indeed not recovered 100%. However at that time she able to walk properly and the stitches at the wound has been taking off. another one week before we're about to go..Mashi go to work and her boss don't want to approve her annual leave because she was worried with Mashi's conditioned. Her boss needs letter af approval from doctor that Mashi was able to go for hiking, without the letter she couldn't go. and there was another two days to go. Then she went to see the doctor and asked for the letter, last day before we board to KK she submit the letter to her boss and get the approval. That was tough man... I can't even imagine I going to hike and spend one week at KK with nobody and lonely. End of Mashi's Story...

Hahahaha.... at last me and my sweet sweet problemo friend manage to go to KK. We're very lucky because we're taking MAS Flight at lower price, Rm198 for return flight. The journey from KL-KK took about two and half hours. All the way...Mashi read her novel while me was enjoying the scenery through out the window.

When we about to reach KK... I can see clearly small islands and also city of KK. Alhamdulillah..we reached KK after all.




Once we reach KK, we stayed at one of Mashi's friend, Moon. Moon whose the one that going to take us all the way from KK to Timpohon Gate at Kundasang. As early as 6a.m we already wake up and prepared ourselves to start our hiking. When we're ready, we taken our breakfast at Moon's Family Restaurant at Donggongon. There, we only took light breakfast. Eat too much can slower down our hiking.




By 1030a.m in the morning, we start our journey..as the picture stated above, by 1330hr I had reached 3.5 km. Another 2.5km more to reach Laban Rata, which mean another two and half hours more to reach that. Laban Rata is at 6km from the height of mount Kinabalu. It's a rest house for the hikers to rest and to continue their hiking at 2a.m in order to reach the peak.

Laban Rata Rest House




300 metres before reach Laban Rata









Be reminded that it is good for you to take light snack such as Snickers Chocolate in order to sustain your energy during hiking. Me myself also only ate Snickers Chocolate whenever I felt hungry and out of energy. Our body needs more sugar to produce more energy. For me, Snickers Chocolate is enough, because other snack like energy bar, power bar are expensive and they are tasteless... :-) euwww



After we taken our dinner at Laban Rata, It's time for us to have enough rest. At Laban Rata, the temperature was freaking cold. Me and Mashi were unable to sleep even though we tried so hard and force ourselves to have sleep. Inside the dorm of Laban Rata, there are two double-decker beds where one room being occupied by four peoples. Me,Mashi and another two guys were from Germany. Till night, both of us cannot sleep..so we made our own activities like chitchatting and made phone calls to our friends. We felt very sorry to one of the Germain cause disrupted his sleeping...till he asked us to keep quite. Only that we both remained silence and wait until 2a.m.



It was 2a.m in the morning...me and Mashi already prepared ourselves half hour early. By two in the morning, it was time for us to have supper and continue our hiking to the peak. Unfortunately, at that time suddenly heavy raining fall down. Our guide said we need to wait the raining to stop or to wait its slower till 3a.m. Then by 250a.m, the raining started to slow. There, for those who wanted to continue their hiking will continue. But there were also people who don't want to continue their hiking, due to the raining and the track at that time surely slippery.


It was very dark outside, only with the help of torchlight you are able to see the track. Me,Mashi and the rest of other groups climbed all the way up through the slippery track in the dark night. About ten minutes of our journey I still can feel that Mashi was behind me...about fifteen minutes later, I called mashi's name but she didn't reply... Oh my, I need to climb up all alone again. I also don't know where my guide was. Other climbers were with their group and they are more faster than me and most of them were foreigner. I'm sad.. then, I don't know how long I'd been climbing.. till I asked one of the guide who was not my guide how many kilometres left to reach the peak, and he said another 1.5km. I told him that I don't know where my guide was, and suddenly.......my guide appear. I felt very happy when I met him and I asked him where Mashi, then he said Mashi cannot climb. Her legs hurt and he already sent Mashi back to Laban Rata.


I felt sad, when I reach the peak I don't know who and how I want to share my feeling. So, me and Greo (my guide) both together climbed up the mountain. After we reached Sayat-Sayat, the air was vey windy and cloudy. My torchlight run out of baterry, same goes with my camera. I can't even catch any pic when I reached at that part. Less than one kilometre I am about to reach the peak, My legs and my hands felt numbed, and It was freakinly cold..less than two degrees of the temperature. Me and and Greo slowly climbed up the mountain till we reach the Low's Peak around 530a.m. Alhamdulillah...here, It's worth it and I feel that my trip and my money were not wasted because I managed to reach the peak!

At the peak, there's nothing I can see. All were cloudy and very windy. The beauty scenery from what my friend had told me who already went here last year, all I couldn't see anything due to heavy raining last night. At the peak, It's very hard for me to speak..and It's very very cold. About ten minutes I was at the peak, I told Greo that I wanted to go down. Greo hold my hand tightly so that I won't fall down. When the sun rise out..I can't believe that this was the track I've been followed last night. Very rocky mountain, I remember I almost fall twice when I'm heading down from the peak, lucky I had Greo. Around 815am me and Greo reach Laban Rata. He said we will starts going down by 9a.m. At Laban Rata, I was having my light breakfast and filled up my water.

Almost 10a.m we started to go down. Due to injuries that Mashi's having, she asked me to go down first. Me and her slowly go down then she stop a lot and told me to go first. There, again I'm all alone go down through the mountain. During half of our journey, It was raining again, however I still continue my journey. I reached at Timpohon Gate almost 3p.m, then heading to Kinabalu Park and thaving my lunch and 'tapau' for Mashi. At that time my clothes were all wet and I was very exhausted. By 430p.m, Mashi reached Timpohon Gate, and Moon's friend fetch us up.




Masjid Terapung, Likas



Hiked mount Kinabalu had thought me to prepare myself up with not just physically but strong mentally as well. The intention in you need always be good..remember you are now surrounded by nature. All this are Allah's favors..zikir is very important, always be humble in yourself. There are climbers who prepare himself with physically and by the time he needs to continue another 2.5km to reach the peak, he was not feeling good with himself. He said he felt very weak. Only Allah's know what happened to him.


Fountain at 1 kilometre after Timpohon Gate

By hiking this mount also, had thought me to achieve something you are dreaming for. Facing all the obstacles and you'll get what you want,InsyaAllah. Because, It's not easy to become easy, the feeling when you reach the peak, was very hard to explain. It was so good..Alhamdulillah. I had manage to reached the peak on my first attempt. InsyaAllah, Gunung Tahan will be my next one. However, by next year me and Mashi will go to hike Mount KK back, because both of us want to share the experience to reach at the peak together. InsyaAllah...not to forget, thanks a lot to Moon who help us a lot while we at KK. we both really appreciate it..




View from Universiti Malaysia Sabah




Thanks Moon!!!



Thursday, December 18, 2008

am i epi???





So long i haven't update my blog...... i've been bz all dis while.hehehe izit? i'm not sure.Wutever it is...
im epi working at skybridge.In my experience....petrosains giv such a very flexible working day to their volunteers. i've been working with skybrdge for more than one year...rite now, whenever comes to semester break all senior volunteer goin to work..there, when we met persons who havent turn up for a long time(fyi:our contract wit p'sains till we reach 60 yr old) everybody goin to b chill n the workin environment gettin mor epening.

i'm as a volunteer, also consider as senior volunteer totally epi when all af us met 2gether. Even our fren who studying in Yemen will goin to work when he got back to Malaysia. By nexwik, i'm goin to stat my new semester.So my mom ask me to have a break for my ownself n stay at home for this one week. But...for juz three days i've been staying at home..i already miz skybdge. miz d laugh, all d visitors question about skybdge, d environment n lots more...

Pic One: With Akin yang ngal....kuang3x. Luv to chitchat n shoppin.

Hehehe....balik time. tutup kedai...dalam theater hall


This is what we r facing every mornin.....crowded.

hehehe till then.....will be continue..

p.e.a.c.e

Tuesday, November 25, 2008

Work it out..



Hmmm....here i am. For d 1st time i'm posting my blog. Currently, i'm on my semester break for two months. So, i've got lots of agendas to do. However, 1st of all i need to get $ in order for me to get wut i want. During this break, i'm working at skybridge petronas as volunteer to earn remuneration...by middle of december i'm goin to stop working n chill myself out.

Apart of my agendas are:

1st I wanna go hiking at mount kinabalu. So, i need to prepare quiet lots of $. coz by nex year, most probably we're goin to face economic crisis. Therefore, all stuffs, merchandise, accomodation, services n bla bla everything goin to b increase. For ur info as well d trip expenses within Malaysia far more expensive if we compared d trip to Phuket or Bandung. Then, insyaAllah by nex year i'm goin to have trips with my gurlfrenz el, mashi, kak N n others to go to Bangkok, Mount Kinabalu and Bandung.

2nd...my dream before my graduation ceremony 3years from now is...i wanna have a great smile. So..i wanna do braces. My mom dun want 2 sponsor at all huhuhu coz i had rejected her offer when i was kid. In dis age...i juz realize how good it was if i make braces before.. $ again.

Here there are....all needs money. n i will get wut i want. i wont burden my family with all these little things which i can work it out by myself. thanx mak..coz teach me on how to be independent gurl as strong as you...

p.e.a.c.e